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Hero City

by Alan Semerdjian

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1.
Parachute 03:22
PARACHUTE It keeps them guessing What’s on your mind The way your eyes like secrets Dance in silence across the room It’s a little message Your body in the dark at night You sleep in poems and riddles Pace your breathing while you’re dreaming And when you smile I let out the parachute Wake me up this morning to start the day Don’t let the images just fade away You’re in the air in every phase that passes across my screen I’m a million miles away but I can definitely see I’m always messing up the rhyme Because your last word always has me hanging upside down in time It falls from your lips like a star exploding, a big whole in the earth I want you to drag me in, I want to be your last cigarette And when you smile I let out the parachute Wake me up this morning to start the day Don’t let the images just fade away You’re in the air in every phase that passes across my screen I’m a million miles away but I can definitely see Wake me up this morning to start the day
2.
Something New Softly, I'll transform you into gold I'm on fire just in case you wanted to know Your landslide in my ego Is a shadow on the tallest tree When you're up inside me like a halo does You're up inside me and in my head It's true that you've found something new All I had now it's all in my head I'm in a statue when you fall asleep When do you dream of something new I wish there were a feather that you could see me through Then you could trace all the lines you've made in my face Your landslide in my ego Is a shadow on the tallest tree When you're up inside me like a halo does You're up inside me and in my head It's true that you've found something new All I had now it's all in my head You're in my head... It's true that you've found something new All I had now it's all in my head Bury the candle, bury the candle, bury the candle You're in my head, it's true
3.
Jealous Guy 04:25
I'm sure you can find the lyrics online.
4.
Designs on a Mirror Gravel hurts the strongest foot Drives the thread on through the eye Begs for answers Searches for truth Doesn't wait for a reply Treat the passage as if it would find you a home Stormy sea is calmed by wind Nothing but cold water to swim in Chest is buried fathoms deep Hold much breath, tuck in your shirt There are many miles to go before you sleep Treat the passage as if it would find you a home Hold your Bible close But don't forget the weight of fear Drives the strongest to their knees Pits the stars against the earth So the story goes for Mother Goose Who lost the race but kept it close Just another tail that fell behind I still pray for nursery rhymes From time to time Treat the passage as if it would find you a home
5.
Disappear 03:51
Disappear Here we are in imaginary rooms of love Here we are in imaginary rooms of love Leave it up to me to make a good thing disappear Leave it up to me Here we are in imaginary rooms of love I can stand in imaginary rooms of love Leave it up to me to make a good thing disappear Leave it up to me Leave it up to me to make a good thing disappear Leave it up to me
6.
Bridha 06:57
Bridha That was about the time when she came down To read him a story about the whale And all the little icicles that had formed in around him Melted away like a pretty snail He was born then He wept through her pages in the dark Rushing now to meet the moment To scale the walls that he put up What about the time when it all came down on him It was a message to the world Making sense of time was the impact on him It was the message to the world He stepped out seeking gravity Loosely tipping the door to see The world around him seemed stranger then He ever hoped it could be When she found out Disguised as a question he could never name She blew the door so wide now So wide, he fell through again What about the time when it all came down on him It was a message to the world Making sense of time was the impact on him It was the message to the world What about the time when it all came down on him It was a message to the world Making sense of time was the impact on him It was the message to the world
7.
Circle Song 04:57
When I see you walking over circles Try to imagine what color brings. When you see me drop in through your window Now and then balance wins Every sky must have its cylinder A little tunnel to crawl out from Land next to you the comfort in every new memory A hand is everything to reach for And for when the distance seems to threatening When I see you dance from a hundred miles away I see your footsteps in front of me I roll into this reverie Down from the highest hill A hand is everything to reach for And for when the distance seems to threatening
8.
Inside Me 03:38
Every new day I live with your absence I forget why it’s like It feels like falling asleep with your clothes on Most every night Several hundred poems away you lie Several reasons why Several is the way that I read you Because you write the sweetest lines Now you’ve shown me The depth of loneliness Before I speak too soon In the dark corners of this lonely room You’ll be inside me. It’s such a hot summer I’m stuck in two Part of me wants to let you go and the other part knows that it’s true. Part of me is afraid of time Part of me is too comfortable You’re 21 I’m 29 but I’m 12 16 and 32 too Now you’ve shown me The depth of loneliness Before I speak too soon In the dark corners of this lonely room You’ll be inside me.
9.
How Much Does a Song Mean How much does a song mean? How much does a song mean, mama? How much does a pass through your head. How much does a song mean? How much does a song mean, mama? How much does a song pass through your head? I wish you called. So you could see. It gets so empty when you’re here. How much does a song mean? And where does it go? When all of the answers are for you to know?
10.
Boxes 08:46
Boxes I want to learn about you in a million books I want to be free of thinking it’s something I can’t do And sometimes I feel I can’t write another song that deals With nothing that you’ll ever hear That’s what I fear If you put me in a box I’ll probably say I’ve been inside one. No thanks it was comfortable and it was pretty but it got so dim. I’d like a big box. One with ventilation and old photographs And maybe some graffiti in another language So it'd take me a long time to figure it out. Maybe some presents. I’d like some presents. So today I’m feeling like your father's interstate map. And I’m not sure where you are in this country but I know it’s a big one when you’re in front of me Although respect is your favorite word you use others to replace it But the sun's your favorite star so just respect the sun, don’t neglect the sun. I’m been known to give warmth too. I’ve been knows too give warmth too. Part of me wants to be famous and write these songs down about you And those that know me might even chuckle and those that don’t might think the same Because everybody wants someone to write about Everybody wants them to hear it sooner or later. Even you. You probably got one. Even you. You got one. Now look at me. Trying not to be cryptic. I’m like a sailor with no water and not enough muscle either. I’m thinking maybe you like me. I’m thinking maybe you like me. I’m just like you. Just a little afraid of commitment. Insecure. Not sure of his words. Not even sure if I meant that last let about the respect, about the respect. The saddest part is I’ll never be you. The saddest part is I’ll never be you.

about

I initially was stuck on the idea of using some good old-fashioned wordplay when calling my first batch of solo material Hero City. The suffix suggested a “being in the state of” type of scenario and what better word to position this post-Romantic genre-hopping songwriter than “Hero.” A city made of heroes. These different versions of me. This examination of the self as hero, and the hero as myth. And then with words like "toxicity" or "velocity" or "scarcity" somehow also present in the mind, the full phrase started to evolve.

Nick Czarnecki took a photo of a place called Hero City that actually sold heroes / sandwiches. South Slope. 90s. I was living with Greg at the time and working at The Brooklyn School of Global Studies. I snapped the photo of the busted sign for Hero City (was it missing an "O"?). Keith Gladys played with the design bringing together both images. I remember Nick said something about not wanting his image played with in that way, and I realized I have much to learn about working with people and not just their art. He's an amazing human who has built a terrific life for himself through the lens of the camera.

The album is a collection made from three disparate sessions. One is live. Munchaba Lounge in Levittown. A night in 1998, I think. Paul DiBenedetto was behind the board. No real fireworks in the production. Just pretty much straightforward capturing the Guild DCE-1’s naked and honest truths. Bob and Taryn at the helm of the scene at Munchaba. Jen Chapin played after. I was living in Huntington Station at the time and learning how to be alone and play music alone and get around alone and work alone and all the alone things including learning how to love while being alone.

The second session is with my friend Bill Verdolino. I’m going to say that I recorded it at his basement apartment but I don’t remember it very well. All I remember was his generosity and his wildly imaginative Astrocab project. That kind of intersection of outsider art and accessible indie folk. If that doesn’t serve as a de facto definition of me and much of what I love, I do t know what does.

And the third was a shitty recording from the Walt Whitman Birthplace. "Boxes," the song, is still one of my all-time favorites. I never played it at any big shows but here and there in a quiet basement radio station or two in New England or perhaps a late night at The Cup. That’s where it lived. That’s where most of this stuff lived and where these songs were born. Most of them, anyway.

Mainly, Hero City was a document of a guy who played in bands trying to understand the estrangement of what it means to be alone, which, for this only child, turned out to be not that strange at all. The city of heroes is that place we sometimes move through…a place of illusion, of course...or staying in the early illusion we all have, which is, of course, that we are the heroes in our life stories. We’re the hero (tragic) of our story not necessarily because we see ourselves that way but, rather, because of the nature of solipsism and the human condition’s unavoidable tether to it.

It's only later that we learn that the hero has to be - must be - the other.

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released January 1, 1999

Recorded by Bill Verdolino at Astrocab Studios in Dix Hills, NY and Paul DiBenedetto at Munchaba Lounge in Levittown, NY. "Boxes" was recorded in Walt Whitman's parents' bedroom.

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Alan Semerdjian New York, New York

Songwriter, poet, and educator Alan Semerdjian has been making and performing music in the NYC/Long Island area and beyond since 1990. His entire annotated musical catalog will be available exclusively here on bandcamp by 2023.

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